Selasa, 29 Mei 2012

♥ Story ( I can't Love ) ♥



Genre : Romance, Angst, and AU (Alternate Universe)
Length : Oneshot ( 1834 words).
Casts : Song Qian [f(x)] and Nich Khun Buck Horvejkul [2PM].
Summary : Nich Khun loves Victoria, but they can’t together because Victoria will marry with Kyu Hyun.
Disclaimer : I don’t own all of the celebrity who named in this story. Their trueselves, family and friend’s characters or actions in the story aren’t related to reality. I just own the ideas for the story. The poster made by Rara eonni

I was waiting for his presence with a feeling of passionate longing. This is our meeting after five years did not meet face to face. He worked as a fashion designer in Seoul, while I continue my father's position as a director of a leading car company in Thailand.
I waved at him a look here and there looking for my existence. She looked very pretty with baby blue knee-length dress and brown cardigan over it. He came and immediately hugged me.
"Long time no see."
I opened the conversation.
"Yes. You're the beautiful only. "
"Ah, no. Instead you are much changed. More beautiful. "
He looked embarrassed.
"How's your father and mother?"
He was accustomed to call my mother and father as such.
"Good. Uncles and aunts how? "
"Very well, too. Oh yes, who is your boyfriend now? "He asked curiously.
I shook my head. Though actually I want to express that he wanted to be my companion, but tongue-tied. I was too embarrassed to reveal it. What if she'll hate me? Away from my life? I'm not ready for it.
"You'd better find a girlfriend soon as possible. You want to be old virgin? "
He was giggling. I can only smile at his jokes.
***
She opened her purse, pulled out a pink paper with a large enough size, and hid behind his back. I glanced at him curiously as he smiled knowingly at me.
"I have good news. Why do not you guess. "
"You've accepted to work in Paris?"
He shook his head. I screw up my confusion. As I recall, he envisioned it all along. He was the enthusiast world fashion center.
"Wrong."
"Err, what then?"
"It."
He was handed a pink paper that had been hidden. My breath like a hiccup. My eyes were wide with disbelief to see a series of words in front of me. Can the time to stop now? This is impossible, right?

    
Mr. and Mrs. Song
    
request the honor of your presence
    
at the marriage of Their daughter
    
Song Victoria
    
to
    
Mr. Cho Kyu Hyun
    
son of Mr. And Mrs. Cho
    
Saturday, the twenty-fifth of June
    
Two thousand and eleven
    
at four o'clock in the afternoon
    
Yoido Full Gospel Church
    
Seoul, South Korea
    
reception to follow
"You do not want to congratulate me?" He asked irritably. Hit me from my reverie.
"Ah, Congratulation."
He smiled and replied what I said.
"Thanks."
The wedding invitations are now in hand. My heart is screaming pain when opening the pages one by one. Various pre-wedding photos of herself and her future husband and tuxedo clad in a white dress with matching color looks very harmonious.
Crystal grains began to well up in my eye lids, but I tried hard not to let down.
"How? Handsome future husband, right? "
I could only nod. He continued his sentence.
"Our meeting was very unexpected. Do you remember when I ever tell you that I was an accident? "
"Yes."
"He's the one who kutabrak. I never thought it would end like this. Mate was unexpected, huh? "
She smiled and sipped again frappuchinonya mochi. Suddenly the phone rang. He asked permission to pick up the phone and then disappeared from the front.
I could no longer restrain my tears pile, let it fall down my cheeks. My hand reached into his coat pocket and took I was wearing a ring that I prepared deliberately to propose today. Heart-shaped diamond ring with both our names engraved in it.
"I think this ring would never be pinned on her finger."
He walked towards me after the call was picked up. I hastily wiped away my tears. insert the ring into place, and set the tone of my voice to make it look as usual.
"Khun, sorry."
"Well?"
"I think I should go back to Seoul today. Thank you for taking the time to see me already. I hope to see you at the wedding later. "
"It takes me between?"
"Err, okay."
***
I turned off the car when he got in Chiang Mai International Airport.
"Do not forget to come, yes. Bye. "
He kissed my cheek and out of the car. From a distance I saw it still waving at me.
I started the car again, driving with no destination in mind. My mind is still filled with the wedding party that will be taken place in three days.
***
My car stalled in Pattaya Beach, our favorite places while on vacation once. I closed my eyes. Let the sea breeze brushing my face and tried to remember all the things we do together.
Me and Victoria are friends since childhood because our homes are adjacent. Ever since I first met him, I realized one thing. I love it. Day after day I feel her deeper and deeper.
I liked everything that was on him. Oval face, nose mancungnya, trademark bangs, a sweet smile and her motherly and polite to anyone.
Maybe once it is too early for my age to like someone. But that's what I felt. I always tried to protect her, always being there for her whenever she needs me.
Suddenly the situation changed. Right after high school graduation party, her family moved to Seoul. I sank into prolonged grief, shut himself from the association.
A year after his departure I found my soul back, he sent me an e-mail. I was struggling to establish myself as new defense. However, today's defense collapsed, destroyed no trace.
***
I arrived at Incheon International Airport. I accidentally came a day before her wedding, hoping to spend time with him on this special day.
I can see the shadow of her who was pacing outside a shop window. I walked past crept close his eyes.
"Who are you?" He asked frantically.
I stifle a laugh to hear her voice. He stepped on my foot to the beat of loud, made me cried in pain. He turned to face me.
"Khun? Sorry, I do not know if it was you. "
I formed my hand to form the 'ok', so do not worry him.
***
"Khun, how did you come here?"
He asked me after slathering my feet a little bruised by the drug.
"It."
I pulled out a dictionary-Seoul Thailand who accidentally bought in Chiang Mai Airport before leaving here.
"Ah, I knew it."
"Vic, have you forgotten what day this is?"
"Friday."
"It's not. Try to remember again. "
"What? It's Friday anyway. "
I was disappointed to hear the answer. Is not there a bit about me a memory that is etched in his brain.
"My birthday." I said softly, almost inaudibly.
"What?" He asked again.
"We walk yuk. This is my first time to Seoul, so you must accompany me during the day. "
Without waiting for an answer, I immediately withdrew his hand and asked her out.
***
He showed me a variety of places. From the historic to the most romantic. The night wore on, but not my intention to take her home terbesit. I just asked him to take me to the playground.
And now here we are, watching the beauty of the sparkling city of Seoul from the Ferris wheel. Victoria licking ice cream that had been bought. I watched him in silence, trying to carve out every inch of this wajahnya.Mungkin last time I saw him this close. He is bothered directly at me.
"Why? Is there anything strange in my face? "
I shook my head and my face close to him. Then, I held her in my arms. I could feel her body rebelled.
"Khun."
"Can we just like this moment."
"....."
Ferris wheel stopped. We both got out and walked side by side with an awkward feeling. He also seems reluctant to discuss it earlier.
***
This day arrived. Special day for him. I looked at my reflection in the mirror and sigh. Can I see the future of their marriage? View them side by side with men who are not me? Seeing their happy laughter?
***
I sat in church, waiting for his presence. All around me was filled with relatives from both sides of Victoria, as well as her future husband. I have not seen the face of her future husband because he'd been chatting with the priest continued.
Church doors are wide open. The entire sets of eyes turned to him. I see Victoria wearing a white dress with a thin veneer of make-up while holding a bouquet of flowers. Beside it, stood holding the hands of Victoria's uncle, led her down the aisle. Her future husband turned around and took the hands of Victoria's uncle and walked to the priest.
Wedding procession begins. Pastor asked their willingness to lively semati the marriage bond. I bit my lip until it bled to hold the wound that burns in my heart.
***
Victoria and her husband standing in the middle of the room. Congratulations to continue to spread the happy smile. I walked over to them with a heavy tread. I shook hands with Kyu Hyun then at Victoria. I held her hand gently.
"I will always pray for your happiness."
"Thank you." He said with tears in her eyes.
I removed my fingers and went down. Victoria grabbed my hand.
"Can you sing a song for me?"
"Of course."
I occupied the piano chair within about five yards from the previous position. I took a deep breath and then pressing the keys of the piano while singing a song in Japanese.
~ Kimi wo suki Doushite ni natte shimattan Darou
Donna Toki ga ni nagaretemo
Kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa
Chigau michi
Doushite kimi ni nani mo ~
Tsutaerarenakattan Darou
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku Omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta
No ni (mou todokanai)
Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Ki ga Kimi wo shitteita shitan da
Amari ni ni shizen tokende
Futari Shimatta
Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa ni futari de otona
Natte we
Demo kimi ga michi chigau eranda no wa


~ Kimi wo suki Doushite ni natte shimattan Darou
Donna Toki ga ni nagaretemo
Kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawai)


Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu
Kyou wo
Shiawase kao de Kyou wo Tatsu
Kirei na ni Sugata de we are the same
Chikatteru, kimi wo
Boku ja nai hito no Tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru Sugata wo
Boku wa dou ii yatte miokureba
No Darou


Mou kimi wo suki ni doushite
Natte shimattan Darou
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto
Mou moderenai (kangaeta)
Modorenai (kangaeta)


Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami
Ubaenakattan Darou
Donna Toki ga ni nagaretemo
Kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru Hazu datta
(Sono mama nii)


Sore demo kimi ga Boku no
Soba nara to Itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga iru shiawase de
Koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe ga donna ni afternoon
Sabishikutemo (tsurakutemo)
***
Victoria threw his body into the mattress. Feeling tired after the party seemed to crush him. Kyu Hyun has not come back because they still chatting with her coworkers.
Victoria awoke from his position and went into the bathroom, about to wash her body. Afterward, he inched toward the dressing table to clean the face of the chemical makeup. His eyes found an envelope lying on the corner of the dresser. Curious, he tore the edges of the envelope and read it.

    
I love you. Is not 'never' love. Until now, even, I love you. I do not know why, you're the only woman who ever made me like this. Uncontrollably in love.

    
And then, today, you have found your true love. Do not be afraid that I'm going to kidnap you or something, I always pray for your happiness. I'm sure, someday God will hear my prayer.

    
I'm just going to see of the places that are not seen by you. I'm going to be any. I will remain close to you, with you, although one day I died and more intangible.

    
But my love will continue to be at your side. Continue to dwell in your hearts. I definitely will always be there whenever you call my name.

    
I will be a breeze when you're exposed menyejukkanmu blazing sun. I'll be the only star in the sky when you look at the dark of night. I will be singing and lyrics of the song to make you calm and quiet. Whatever, whenever, my love will always be with you.

    
From someone who has always loved you sincerely, Khun nich.
Victoria held the letter in his arms. Burst into tears. He did not expect this deep feeling of nich Khun him.
THE END.


***
It hurts to love someone who does not love you, but more painful is to love someone and you never have the courage to express your love to him.

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